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10Apr10

It was Audrey Hepburn that said, “I was born with an enormous need for affection, and a terrible need to give it.”

I feel that is true of a certain someone in my life. Just when I think he’s changed, he’s charming every girl he lays eyes on. Yet I am supposed to believe that all of the sweet things he’s said, all of the affection with me has all been genuine.

Living so far apart is hard. I am scared to tell him that I love him because of this. Will it scare him off? Does he feel the same? I’m scared of how it will be received. If I hide how I feel, he is going to think I’m indifferent and may look for someone who is clearly into him. His intentions may not be anything more than friendship with everyone else, but who’s to say that he won’t seek anything more out of it?

Fuck.