Little Release

19Sep10

A little release for you
And the time we shared
For the promise you’d never deliver to me
A little release for you
And the declaration you dropped on me
Like a bomb
A moment of silence please
I can’t release all of you
All these marks you’ve left
Leave me drowning
In all your graffiti
My insides they stretch
To unknot themselves
Untie the mess you’ve made

Oh what does it matter anyway?
The wall will fall down one day
I don’t know why I stick around
When you’re always skipping town
On myself
On you
On everything I do
You it’s true

A little release for you
And the chance you took
On a moment you’d never remember
A little release for you and the shame you caused
That pushed me away from you
What’d you expect me to do?

I let you become far too much of me
Defining my phrases and faces
And somewhere along the way
I lost the nerve
The nerve to say

That I deserve better than you
And you always knew that was true
Oh but what can you do, what can you do
I don’t know why I stick around
When you always skip town
On myself
On you
On everything I do
You it’s true

I finally let go of all of you
And the impact has slowly recovered itself
I’ve let go of all of you
And the games you played
That kept me away from the truth
How much of what you said was true?